魂牵梦绕的思念一缕缕留在心底，今夜有难舍的旧梦。那么多残杂的心思在深处盘积，如何舍弃，如何至之？烟花飞雪般消失，积累了那么多的美好瞬间，仅消失于一瞬间。太多杂念，太多不该，太多不舍。痛，真的痛。无法言说，空洞没有半点依靠，那些旧梦，依然牵动我心。 那个美丽的夏天，那个美丽的场景。都让这个屈强的我，痛到不想言语。那些窝居在左右的伤感记忆，让人无法用难舍二字来代替。今夜，就让梦境放纵，就让自已放纵，尽情伤感，尽情假装坚强。不愿你看到我如此的面容，就让思念化作那颗颗冰凉的泪水。很久不感动，很久不快乐，很久不流泪。 总让自已的心在外面晒着太阳，那炙热，其实是如此的畅快。一直想说的话，不曾说，一直想做的事，没有做。如今，逝去后的畅快，虽然空了，我以为那就是放开，那就是我一直想做的。至少，至少....！可是，为什么？我依然难舍不属于我的旧梦？仍在在意什么？问了无数次，仍就是那些漠糊不清的理由，给自已找的理由。 怕，怕来不及思念，岁月匆匆。难舍那些轻柔的东西，用力挤出了我仅剩的笑容，却是如此困惑。容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖，就在这一瞬间，所有的符号和问题不翼而飞。屏幕上只剩下一片白雪茫茫的空白，原来一切真的曾经有的。原来一切都是空白。停笔，为那曾经的旧梦，为那难舍的某种情愫。 Know everything was settled, I want to ask you: "the willful if none of this had happened, you can choose to love me?" Your firm answer: "would"! Whether it is true, I believe. True, even lie, I feel good and happy to meet! I'd like to say that I want to see you, I really want to see you. Alas, but I know that I should not indulge yourself in this, so I'll get the unreasonable. I am far, you are far. Like you give me the name of each of you, I again, again is still so flood. You said, I hate you, I want to say, I am the hate you and hate you lie to me, I hate you. But now, I hate, hate yourself only himself so unreasonable to love you. I'm so tired, really, very tired. Really hard, perhaps we really should not meet, should not touch. Yes, I do. 文/眸馨远 编辑：运君 |
